Thank you for your heartfelt words of wisdom, I resinated with so much of what you said. I too have had very simiular feelings, especially the one’s about people telling me, all I need to do was believe. Over the last six years I have been in and out of believing in the law of attraction, mostly believing, and yet I still went bankrupt, lost everything, I currently live in a one bedroom apartment with my mum, (I pull out a blow up bed every evening)I have been teaching karate since emigrating to Canada in 88. Since my awakening and realisation that everything is about LOVE, it has been increasingly hard to teach in the same old way. I lost my club three months ago because of my lack of conviction to teach fighting in the same old same old. I found myself resenting some of the top authors/speakers, talking about the laws of the universe, and yes I have to admitt, feeling envious that they were abundant in all ways. I knew deep down that they were right, and yet I still continue to struggle to this day. I awakened in a very short period of time, after many years of deep heartache, (women, L.O.L.)I started to understand profoundly the teachings of Jesus and the other enlightened one’s. From that moment I just wanted to spread thier message. I could not continue doing meeningless things just to make money. So here I AM, six years later moneyless L.O.L. I tell you this hoping that other people will read these words because I AM about to be proof positive, (like yourself I BELIEVE)of how GOD/SOURCE/DIVINITY truly works. Over the last six years I have been blessed with a lot of spare time on my hands to read some of the works of our modern day pioneers, Gregg Braden, Bruce Lipton, Louise Hay,etc, etc, when you put their findings together with Dr Emmotto’s work on what positive or negative energy does to water, the wisdom of Jesus and other great one’s like Buddha etc, it proves 100% how we do create our own reality 100% it seems an ongoing process though, I LOVE the quote of Jesus when he speakes about the lillies in the field, and the birds being fed, if God does this, would he not do this and more for his creation, the likeness of himself/herself. The kingdom of heaven is within, although very hard to understand the outside is an illusion or a mirror to our beliefs/perceptions, what we truly believe, (subconciously also)we will achieve. I believe that very shortly the entire planet will know this, we will then conciously create heaven on earth. I AM about to create my abundance, I have given up my E.G.O.(edge God out)thinking, I AM aout to put my 36 years of martial arts training together with the wisdom of my teachers to teach children, (re-mind them) of who they are and what they are capable of, I got this through a medditation, and I believe that I have been put through these trials and tribulations to bring me to this point in my life, to bring “MARTIAL LIGHT” into the world. Thanks again Matt for being you, I know it is not an easy path, my family and friends still do not understand me, L.O.L. I know a lot of other people are going through this also, L.O.L. but hey !
WE ARE THE ONE’S WE HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR, and THE TIME IS NOW.

APPY NEW YEAR MATE,

Love and “LIGHT” and living in D “LIGHT”

Carlo.